Jan. 3rd, 2012

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I'll be 39 in May. I have a mark of 40 for having changed my life.

I have good intentions, good hopes for this new year.

This is going to be a slow long push against inertia, apathy and depression. Loneliness and despair hang off of me like a heavy sacks of weight.

So I'm sort of gearing up. I don't have personal new year resolutions of having a better year. I don't have any real wishes for myself that include the year being nicer, brighter than the last. I have wished that for everyone else but as for me, personally, I'm preparing for a long journey emotionally, spiritually, possibly physically. I'm preparing for a long haul, pain, soul searching, exhaustion and heart ache.

I'm hoping that the other side of the journey will be worth it. Because whether I go on the journey voluntary or not, the journey is coming to me regardless.

Best to take the first few steps myself.

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